Join in my.. join in my child
and listen.. digging through my old numb shadow.

Shadow's shedding skin, I've been picking scabs again
I'm down digging through my old muscles for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been,
I've been wallowing in my own confused insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in
I wanna feel the changes coming down,
I wanna know what I've been hiding

In my shadow, my shadow
change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow shedding skin
I've been picking my scabs again.

Join in my.. join in my child
shadow's closer to me...

I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been,
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured

In my shadow, my shadow
change is coming, now is my time.

Listen to my muscle memory
contemplate what I've been clinging to
forty six and two ahead of me

I choose to live and to grow
take and give and to move
learn and love and to cry
kill and die and to be
paranoid and to lie
hate and fear and to do
what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to lie
kill and give and to die
learn and love and to do
what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing
stretching up and over me, soften this old armor
hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow
coming out the other side step into the shadow
forty six and two just ahead of me.