Wish i was, to dead to cry, my self affliction fades,
Stones to throw at my creator, masochist to which i cater

You don't need to bother, i don't need to be,
I'll keep slipping farther but once i hold on,
I won't let go till it bleeds

Wish i was, to dead to care, if indeed i cared at all,
Never had a voice to protest, so you fed me *** to digest,

Bridge ?

I wish i had a reason, my flaws are open seasoned,
For this i gave up trying, one good turn deserved my dying

Wish i died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face,
Shell forgotten with its memories,
Diaries left with cryptic entries and

You don't need to bother, i don't need to be,(i don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther, but once i hold on,
I won't let go till it bleeds, you don't need to bother,
I don't need to be, yea, i'll keep slipping farther,

But once i hold on,(once i hold on)
I'll never have doubt my deceit